Change It Face It

Used to be the type to runaway
From my dreams n pain fear everything now i got some better days
I guess putting in alot of effort pays
Instead of feeling lost n feeling caught up in my past thot itd be better if i stay
But naw

Past runs u to the ground
Its hard to look up when ur already down
Harder to breath when it felt like u drown
From all of ur thots n all of the sounds
But i am proud
To see where im at
Used to be caught up in my past
So much that i forgot how to laugh
Forgot to look foward ya thats facts
Caught up in my act

That's how it was
Used to be caught up in the drugs
Used to be caught up in a buzz
Is that what u want? Ya i think not

All i wanted was to be loved
Searching for something that ended In lust
Thats what ppl call livin it up
Lemme assure u that not what i want

U know i gotta dream
I wanna go succeed
Look what it's doing to me
Dont think about the history
I need to go n look ahead
Theres things i need to go forget
Worry about my future instead
Of All sorts of worries in my head

Lookin at the past but i cant change it
Lookin at the future i can face it

Lookin at my life domt exchange it
Just look at the future i can face it

I was caught up in my regrets
Everybody know i dont need that
I need a little spittin everybody know im never gonna quit it cuz ik i need rap
Man Ive seen that
Since like 15
Seen 8 mile on big screen
When i was 11 it changed me
Then 16 came around n it hit me like

Boom
Make music
Just Stay to it
Then Take abuse an
Now im lettin ppl hear it
Let them know they not alone
Hate is on the road
Take it toss it throw
It all away
Might take more then a couple days
Gotta work hard to expect some change
Like

Tryna suceed by livin my dream believin n dreaming
Femons be screamin n pleadin please stop rising to the top
Never get enough man i get alot
Of past reflections
Hurt alot of ppl n ive let it
Get to me till im trapped in
With overthinking n depression

Used to sit up in my bed
Let it creep up in my head
Think about things till i slept
Wake up wishin i was dead
That's why
I need to look ahead
Theres things i need to go forget
Worry about my future instead
Of All these worries in my head

Lookin at the past but i cant change it
Lookin at the future i can face it

Lookin at my life domt exchange it
Just look at the future i can face it