Sanctuary

And when it hit me I was moving slowly boozing
Swerving on the highway from the medicine I use when
Dying wasn't working, venom from the serpents
Sunk inside the fucking places where the violence seems to surface
Lost and feeling worthless howling at the moon
As if to blame her lack of light for darkness I consume
The power that I've mastered might one day just be my doom
Swear one day you're gonna find my body lifeless in a room
Time will be my tomb, love will sprout my flowers
Hate and self destruction will rain down like April showers
To give us something better cause this body's never ours
So buckle up and hold your breath throughout these final hours

Cash kills everyone around me fuck get the strap, time to take it back and attack
All these people are just vessels and their waiting to crash
Our addiction is connection like to roads on a map
My direction is mad, your perception is bleak
Some day something somewhere listening will wake when we speak
And recover love we covered when we thought it was weak
All the lovers under covers really want is just sleep
Heard it once a dream
That forever is far, most wont ever see the better like weather in fall
They would rather feel it never than one day feel it all
Me I'd rather die alone before i see to all fall