Predisposition

You see I used to go to church until I found out even preachers like to reach for tiny skirts
So why would hell be any worst
Packed my soul and left to see if I could really find my worth
This is the lonely dreamers curse
Who am I to blame my parents for the arrogance I heard
Love was only my concern I was young and lonely looking for a lover I could burn
In the fires of desire where the ashes of my dreams leave
Behind a pattern scattered that reminded you of me
When I floated down the river where creation sets us free
Something delicately elegant that only I could see helped me see
Where I was and why I breathe
It was music I was using just to feel alive and free pushing past my self esteem
Where insecurities scream
I found truth and love were similar to singular degrees
Where the combination places faces that I used to know
Into consequences faced with the decision to let go
Somewhere far away from space is where I'm really trying to be
But I've been battling this problem of this wicked gravity
It's got a hold of me now it's been holding us down
So we puff and try escaping from these chains to the ground
My mind was searching for answers, it was you that I found
Now nothing ever will compare the way I feel for the sound