You Lost Me - What You Lost

I do trust you when you say we're okay
But I do am the drama king himself
Or is it actually feelings drifting away
I'm just gonna say it's not all normal, then...

I'm a person that gives all he has
I'm passionate in whatever I like
All I wanted for you was to trust a future with me
All I wanted was to let yourself love, maybe love me

But I've been already been crawling after this
All my friends ask me "where's my dignity?"
If all I wait for is to see your name on my phone
Even if it means all I'm gonna read is okay dude

But things can't go on like this anymore
It's not healthy for me nor it'll be for you
I'm not a sweater you can put on and take off
When it's winter, on, but when it's summer, no

Someday you'll be dressing and you'll see my jacket
And remember what we could've had
Cause I'm seeing your sweater right now
That's exactly what I'm thinking about

I'm not a plant that can create its own food
My heart needs to be fed with what I feed you
Even if I were the smallest bush you'll ever see
I'll need the sun, but this time you were all I need

So don't think you could try and come back
Whenever you're feeling alright to actually talk
Cause all my words and poems have already been said
And since Thursday from you not a word I have heard

I'm just gonna do my bags and put you in the trunk
Maybe it's a little late but I'll just leave your town
Maybe I'll keep the previous songs you made my soul write
I keep the good things still on my mind

Now that I think about all that happened
The happiness was intended and the sad isn't explained
Why did I keep feeling that while I wrote this?
I know you're not at your best to keep going

But why am I still holding on to us?
Maybe I really like you or I'm just dumb
But certainly you didn't want to hurt me
It was the wrong time for us to meet

I wasn't gonna just leave without saying a thing
You replied my chat when you saw what I did
I went to see the movie you were gonna see with me
Deep down I wanted to scream when you were complaining

But I had to take it slow and think
Should I say what I feel or write while I don't sleep?
I told you to put yourself in my shoes
Cause I know you got issues but so I do

I explained how I was feeling about the whole thing
How it hurt when you left and change your way with me
Maybe people won't understand it
You went from 100 to 0 in just an eye blink

You actually apologize for how you made me feel
And it felt like that there was a weight took off me
And I did agree with what you decided
It was better for us love-wise not to continue

Maybe you haven't lost the fear of getting hurt
Hope you will, find someone that won't do it again
Cause if even if some problems didn't let this go on
You're still the best person I've met this past month

Maybe I lost a chance I thought that was right
But I'm sure I didn't lose my time
Things that made me smile are, of me, a part
So I will never ever regret you

Maybe we lost the opportunity of going at night
Walking in the beach seeing the moon like we did want
But don't forget I'm your friend still
So you can count on me for what you need

Maybe we lost the chance to use my umbrella
To protect from the sun, yea we both hate YA
But I won't regret the times I made you smile
And you made me smile, the perfect cycle right?

We lost a percentage of failure too
This could've ended in never knowing from you
I'm sorry if I keep playing around with this
I just wanna make it fun for you to keep in touch with me

Hey don't think I say this just to make it seem
Like I don't hate you, I joked when I said I did
I still have feelings
Not the selfish ones, the one where I want to see you happy

Look at what I lost, look at what you lost
We lost lots of things but we also win
I won an amazing person as a friend
I guess that's more than what I dreamt

The last I wanna make sure you know
You're worth it, beautiful and there's love
In your heart, in your soul, in your life
Things are hard, but tomorrow they will be gone, you'll be alright...