Elevator Muzak

Dear whoever reads this
Here are my thoughts, don't trip I
Can never trust you
Because I never learned to
The man that I looked up to
Is my only example
Of what a man is
Lying and cheating and then abandoned
Every woman
That ever gave him some
Nut then he up and left em
Except me
But could I even call you daddy?
Since you left me with the nannies
Come home and then dropped they panties
This what I called a family;

Rotating door of girls and more who you employed to care for me
Made me feel just like a chore instead of being family
Fast forward; I'm mature enough to see the flaws in me
Signed, Sealed, Delivered & Sincerly

If I told you bout my life would you listen?
If I told you bout my life would you listen?
If I told you bout my life would you listen Or is it Elevator Muzak?

To whom it may concern
I try my best to extinguish no matter how it burns
But when I see your family, I can't deny it hurts
Wonder why it's them not me and if I don't deserve
A Mommy
Is it because of me?
That you couldn't make it work in holy matrimony
Started fresh with second best and didn't come back for me
Even though you didn't know how much we had in common

If I told you bout my life would you listen?
If I told you bout my life would you listen?
If I told you bout my life would you listen Or is it Elevator Muzak?

I just told you bout my life, did you listen?
I'm talking bout my life, are you listening?
My music is my life, can you listen? Or is it Elevator Muzak?
This song isn't on to do dishes
This song isn't on just to exist
This song is on to listen
It isn't Elevator Muzak