Back 2 Life

Gone, Gone, Gone
Gone, Gone, Gone
Gone, Gone, Gone
Baby I'm gone
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Back to life
Back to reality

Never really meant to hurt you
Never really to control you
Never really for you to be the one
So baby won't you come and stay - I'm not done
Don't tell me we're through
When I've been tryna find you
Don't tell me we're cool
I must be a fool
To feel this way about you, baby
Why do I feel this way about you, baby?
But now its

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So now You don't in believe in titles
Commitment has to be your rival
Say she a best friend hittin up yo phone while
The girl before me stay snapchattin you on the low
Pics of her in your bed stay saved in your phone
Images of your past in my head decrease my serotonin
I've played second to late night texts, White lies, ILL vibes, I feel like I'm playing chess
You say your hearts not in it and it will never cause it beats for opportunity or whatever is next
I can't believe you did this to me
You said you'd never repeat my history
You told everyone that I made you believe
A dog could really be put on a leash
Now you got me here ending the peace
Class act lover... got out of me what you pleased
Now I feel like I was just a part time trophy
Got me on ice cause my baggage too deep
Jumped in too steep
Can't get deeper than we
So now it's back to life
Your heart can't be mine
Your past can't be over
Till you do what's right
You should actively commit to something
You say it's hard but it ain't nothin
Pray up stay up till it's midnight then cake up you loved me
Then laid up but you fake much behind the makeup
Behind the smile on your face cause you deeply hurt from past wounds
You can't move on after all the years of hurting those who loved you
I'm sorry for what they did to you
I'm sorry for what you've been put through
I'm sorry for believing that you were someone I could look up to
Just know I never really meant to hurt you
Never really meant to control you
Only meant to be a friend and help you out
Then fell in love only to fall out
Fell in trust only to have doubt
Here is the church, there is the steeple
Looked all around but I didn't see people
I only saw you, I only saw us
I only saw everything you said due to lust
Where I want to stay, there's no faith
Where I want to rest my head I can't lay
Where I want to rest my mind I find pain
Heart shattered outside the door at 6am when you pray
So meditate on this message
Or don't... sleep well rested
Knowing you got your way
Cause you move with no drama
Can't keep tabs on somebody who don't worry bout karma
I wanted nothing from you but time and investment
Commitment, love, tenderness and affection
In the other aspects I got my own
But since you got other listeners now I can go
I wish the best for you
I pray for you until I get sick
I loved you
That's the thing
It goes through thin and through thick
Im still in it from a distance
Though I know you won't miss this
I'll wake up tomorrow having you on my wish list
Next time you pray for those you hurt, send God a note for me
Ask him to ease my physical pain and anxiety
Ask him to put up a stronger wall for me
So I don't become cold
But
I forgive you I forgive this I forgive the Lord
I regret nothing
But after everything, i guess it's Back to life