Virtual? Real?

Show your face, tell me you will
Are you here, virtual or real?

Wanna know what is the deal
Now are you virtual or real?

Now

I feel you joining
My channels quivered again
Now tell me what you're enjoying
Connecting makes the pain
Psychosis takes hold, we cannot reload
I'm feeling that cold
Though I have been told and reminded
You're shallow. Oh, god, now save me from drowning
You're hollow. You echo to my thoughts, your void is sounding
I don't know d'you know that I know
What I'm not meant to know
So damn! I'm ready to belong
But this time I'm gone

You've got it in your eyes
All the truths and lies
I am mesmerized
By their abyss

You've caught me in your eye
I'm in love. Am I?
Hell awaits, but why?
Can't explain it

I cannot tell why
I'm scared and I cry
You were never mine
Forget! Never mind

You tell me 'bout love
And all stuff. I can't laugh
Though, sure, I'd want to
'Cause this is nothing. It's nothing
You suck my blood away
You come but never stay
Oh, fuck, I still obey
When you draw close to me

Why? I look at you for several hours
And can't release the pain. Stop! Try
All of you I deny
I can reveal you're not real
But something's halting my will
No! Don't wanna see you on blow
Stay! Go

You've got it in your eyes
All the truths and lies
I am mesmerized
By their abyss

You've caught me in your eye
I'm in love. Am I?
Hell awaits, but why?
I can feel it

Wait. Stay. Go
Stay. Wait. Go. Stop
Go. Stay. Wait. No
High. Blown. Fade. Go

What the hell
Is all this for?
Fell into
Circled circumstances
You're so obscure
I'm so allured
Reassured
Helpless though you're careless
What the hell
Is all this for?
Damn it all
Can't stand this anymore

All I can do is pretend
That I don't give a fuck where you went
With whom you melted together
With what you're messed up forever
But as a matter of fact
In truth I don't care 'bout that
Be blown, blow up, blow off
Go
Feeling so stupid I hate you
Shit! I'm trying my best to abate you
Burned your pics down, stern and astound
Heart pumping out in the speed of a sound
Pushing so loud

I don't care about you anymore
I don't care about you anymore
I don't care about you anymore
I don't care about you anymore
I don't care about you anymore
I don't care about you anymore
I don't care about you anymore
I don't care about you anymore

6, 21, 3, 11, 15, 6, 6! Go
Get outta my life
Go! Get your shit outta me
Don't need your sympathy
You killed something pure
And cured yourself by me

Get away!
I bet you will!
Once you were
So fucking real
Now I know
What was the deal
You're the one
Who comes to kill

Get away
please stay awhile, stay awhile now
Once you where
You were here, you were so close
Now I know
Real virtuality, virtual reality
You're the one
How come I to believe in this

No! You're not the only one
No! You're not the one. Forgot you
No! You're not the only one
No! You're not the one. I abort you

High. Blown. Fade. Go
On my own. Late? No! Yes
Go! Fade. Blown. High
On my own. Late? No! No

High... go... blown... fade
Fade... blown... go... high
High... go... blown... fade
Fade... blown... go... high
Go