When Painkillers Fail

I swear
There's no-one over here
To make me pure and clear
To bring me back to life
You know
My blood's too tired to flow
My eyes now fail to glow
And my pain I cannot show
To anyone around me

Now I'm scarcely able to emote
Watching you all
You fake-loving numb-hearts
Truth is sticking somewhere in my throat
'Cause my words will fall
Straight on your deaf ears
I'm on a roll

Behind the veil
I feel so cold and pale
Can't set the pain free, can't take it away
Drained and so frail
When my painkillers fail
The fakes and the lies make my whole life a decay

What luck
Each time I love I'm struck
My sincerity sucks
But no-one gives a fuck
And yet
Disabled to lament
My soul I can't forget
Can't be a dope instead
I cling to dreams of true love

Now I'm scarcely able to emote
Watching you all
You fake-loving numb-hearts
Truth is sticking somewhere in my throat
'Cause my words will fall
Straight on your deaf ears
I'm on a roll

Behind the veil
I feel so cold and pale
Can't set the pain free, can't take it away
Drained and so frail
When my painkillers fail
The fakes and the lies make my whole life a decay

I can never ever be an asshole for some motherfucker
I'm getting sick, and the trick is not to become that weak
Crawl! Sometimes we all got nothing to melt with and so we
Fall! To where we're called to forget the fucking cold

I know you're always there
To come in and cum in my face
I swear I don't care
If you got a time to waste

I don't need this bullshit
I don't want this bullshit
I can't stand this bullshit
I thought I had love but that was a pure shit

Do you give a fuck 'bout what I feel today
Your features abate due to your cock that you celebrate
The endorphin makes me high when making love is thin
But when it fades away the pain is to win
Why?! I'm not getting obscene by and by. Painkillers fail
Lie! Through pain I disdain 'n' be the same. Cold and frail
Cry! Why can I yet deny and defy this shit? Female
Fly! Nowhere to run so I try not to die! Don't fail

Now I'm scarcely able to emote
Watching you all
You fake-loving numb-hearts
Truth is sticking somewhere in my throat
'Cause my words will fall
Straight on your deaf ears
I'm on a roll

I'm all alone and frail. Painkillers fail
I'm watching the progress of my calamity
So drained and pale. Painkillers fail
They tell me that's life. I feel like I'm

Killed behind my veil. Painkillers fail
I bet there is no-one to pull me out
No reasons to cry and wail. Painkillers fail
They tell me that's life! Oh, fuck it all but that's life
That's life
That's life
That's life