Saranoia

Call before you come. You can't be inside
Trusting you is harder than it seems like
Careful how you handle what you can't hide
Fate depending on a taxi cab ride

You shouldn't be here
Another new fear
Motive unclear
I'm only sincere
Cannot endear
Shallow Shakespeare
Claustrophobic
Paranoia
Maybe I'm sick
Can't ignore it

Pardon me. I'll only over-react
Save me from myself. I'm under attack
Cardiac arrest. I want my hear back
Break me open. Figure out what I lack

Vat is empty
I'm a machine
Who can fix me
Some assembly
Please forgive me
No denying
Faith is dying
Always trying
No one's buying
Take what you need
When can I breathe

Am I better, now that I can finally kiss her goodbye
Letters on the page, so I avoid the tears in my eyes
Every now and then, I think of how it used to be
But, I escape the pain of reminiscing our history
The heat of this drought is so punishing
Your perfect lips are beginning to bleed
Your kiss is dried out in all of my dreams
I hope that this cloud distorts my memory
I gave you my best, and it wasn't enough
So, I gave you my worst, and you fell out of love
My hands were shaking. Crucified and beaten up
Seven years ago, I'd swear this shit was all made up

Vat is empty
I'm a machine
Who can fix me
Some assembly
Please forgive me
No denying
Faith is dying
Always trying
No one's buying
Take what you need
When can I breathe
Shouldn't be here
Not a new fear
Motive unclear
Cannot endear