Collapse

Break away from me or hide behind my state of misery
Comforts never seen
Im no one to look up to, a constant state of self destructive tendencies, stay away from me
Time after time after time after time
Ive tried and I've tried and I'm losing my mind
Conquered the fear and I've left it behind
Whats left isn't what I'd prefer to find

I don't want you to collapse under the weight of me
I can't be there for myself
How could I expect to be there for you
But I see my faults, trust me I do
I can't be there for me, how the fuck could I be there for you
Fuck

I watched you put your world in me and I let it break
I let you give your everything
I turned your world away, I let it rot
It took your everything, and now I'm lost

Collapse is inevitable when you're spending every day in a struggle
Don't relate to me, I wish I wasn't this way
Collapse is inevitable when you're foundations start to crumble
Waiting for the day that I can rebuild

And I see whats in front of me, The obstacles I face
And I see whats in front of me, the steps I can't retrace
And I see the world in front of me, The milestones in my way
And I see the world in front of me, I won't go down this way