Edgy Vapester

I beg you lend me your lifetime to me, my dear friend
My daughter spilled her milk and oh how she wept
All the towels were used for letters unsent
Now I need your minutes to clean up the mess

I'm very sorry to bother you like this
I know my cents aren't worth it and I reek like piss
But we were thieves and our bond is years thick
I hope this favor won't leave that infected

I know this is a lot to say
But I guarantee that this debt will be paid
Man, I know this is futile by the look on your face
You're an iceberg and now you're drifting away

To stop the melt, I did what I could
I turned off the lights, but they misunderstood
Now I find it hard to trust what I read in books
They tell you one thing then mock your looks

I will try to apologize
But in the past is where I like to hide
Where your hatred for me is small enough to slide
Now it burns any courage I find

Now, I'm just talking to a wall
The milk's gone rotten and it's killing us all
My daughter's gone to college; she's now eighteen years old
All there's left to do is read what's lost in the folds

I will try to evaluate
What exactly made you evacuate
Was it how I tried to crush you with everything I ate?
Was it just a battle between freewill and fate?

The only reason I even bothered calling
Was just to see if you still cared if I was falling
But your sense of apathy for my lack of a strut
Only seems to fuel my sense of lust

Focus is useless when putting on shoes
No matter the attention the foot always falls through
The same applies when trying to make old friends
No matter what you try you'll get fried in the end

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