Silver Lining

I can't believe this is real, I don't know why I revisit it
Some things should be let go
Contrary to all of my reasoning
I know I've been blessed to have you I can't help but to keep cheesing
These words are flowing out of my mouth
And I keep thinking

Thinking about our first time meeting
But now the script is flipped, I'm just trying to breathe
We're not the same as we used to be or so it seems
I guess the promises we made got harder to keep

I feel my heart freezing and lately I'm so cold
Told the weatherman to pack up his bags and go home
I know that love can't be bought but I was sold
And how that love note I wrote to you was folded

My heart molded and conformed to you
My eyes no longer searched for whoever it may be
That takes you from me
I wish that I could've seen
Into the future and formulate a plot to get you back
But the present is past

Now that you walked out I'm feeling low
You chose to leave me in the dark
And when you went and left me all alone
I hoped it wasn't my fault
And ever since we let this castle fall
It's been so hard I'm falling apart
Don't know where to start
Don't start know where to start (no)
But I don't need you

I knew things were never that simple they couldn't be
I was searching for the loopholes
But you know that you hold the key
To my heart's treasure now buried 6 feet deep
I'm hoping we'll both wake up this will all just be a dream

I don't want you to find another me
The last thing I heard you say was let's not make a scene
But now that you're gone, feel like I've seen everything
I'm tired of hearing on the other side the grass is greener

Shouldn't have to be so again I say please come back
I promise I'll go back to the old me
Just one last goodbye that much you owe me
Bad dreams, can't sleep, no silver lining

Can't imagine what would be different if you were still here
Funny how a few days can feel like a whole year
We both full grown so I'm swallowing my fears
But I'm fearful that you won't be here
(Yeah)

Now that you walked out I'm feeling low
You chose to leave me in the dark
And when you went and left me all alone
I hoped it wasn't my fault
And ever since we let this castle fall
It's been so hard I'm falling apart
Don't know where to start
Don't start know where to start (no)
But I don't need you

This whole situation seems unfair
Just because you didn't know what you
wanted doesn't mean that I didn't care
I miss everything about you, we were the perfect pair
I've tried to move on but it kills me knowing you're not there

I bought one of those ice cream cones we used to share
But now it's melting faster than my paper when it tears
I tried to help I mean it was apparent you were scared
I admit I started it but then our tempers they would flare

Our love flashed before my eyes like a flare
And now I realize in my life it's like I need you more than air
So now you got me writing sitting in this dirty chair
When I close my eyes into yours I stare
(Yeah)

Now that you walked out I'm feeling low
You chose to leave me in the dark
And when you went and left me all alone
I hoped it wasn't my fault
And ever since we let this castle fall
It's been so hard I'm falling apart
Don't know where to start
Don't start know where to start (no)
But I don't need you