Never Ever Always

I never knew what it was like to hang from someones every word
But now i'm dangling from every single breath you utter
So i'll hold mine and let you go first
I always tried to keep my hopes from rising higher than your spirit soars
And now i'm hopin against hope that my hopes won't crash and burn
And every second of this hurts cause i wait for you to breath first
Cause i wait for you

And it's so hard to break this down like everything else
So i'll play the card that keeps you comin back to me
I'll change the subject every time you feel the need
As long as it keeps you within my reach

I never thought i'd see my dreams appear before my very eyes
And now i must be comatose cause you're in my head day and night
What a blessing, what a curse
I always figured i had this figured out until you figured in
And now the start of everything i will learn starts where what i knew ends
And every second of this hurts
Cause you're still blesses and you're still cursed
Cause i'm still blessed and

And it's not what i'm searchin for, oh its so much more
And it's only like this for some
You're my only one