The End

When I think about him, I get so sad
When I think about it, I get so mad
When I dream about him, I wake up glad
Glad I could see him, this little friend that I once had
This thinking hurts, when I'm with my friends
This thinking hurts, when M'm at wits end
This thinking hurts, it sticks with me
This thinking hurts, yeah this thinking hurts
I can't think about it without getting emotional
Can't dream about it without getting my eyes full
Cant sing about it, maybe I need a devotional
I can't go without him, I can't go without him
Every time i come home, I think about him
Walk in the back door excited for just a minute
Then my mind jumps back right inside my head
And I remember that I lost him, I lost him again

The pain is there It's a wound that has not been cleaned
Its sharp and shoots through my veins up inside of me
I got shot in the heart and it made me empty
Drained my blood and any piece that was left of me
Getting my feelings out on these lines of F's and D's
Chords going back through my head and they wrap around me
Carry me into a place where I feel clean where I feel lite
Making my mind not write words down just out of spite
I don't know why I always think about him at times
At times my head goes my heart goes, and there goes my mind
Drifting into a sea of desperate pleas to have him back beside me
Please god just give him back, just give him back
I think now I've comes to terms about him with myself
Now he's a memory, in my brain sitting on a shelf
He's always there never here, but he won't go away
What matters is that my brain is where he'll always stay

In the end you'll remember me
In the end I'll remember you
Cause in the end your a memory
And memories always have their place
When it's over I'll be over you
Maybe not soon but I'll come through
Cause in the end your a memory
And memories always have their place

It's been 2 months over but it feels a year
I wish you were here, oh yeah I wish you were here
Haven't tossed your toys or your blanket you slept on
Didn't know it'd be hard to get by once you were gone
I'm at the end of your life, and now the end of this track
I'll try not to worry, not to worry cause I know you'll be back
From my heart came this art, a song for two
Enjoy this little tribute that I made for you