The Beginning

If It's a war I'll walk right through that door
Chasing after all these things that I've been searching for
The Neptune of my life, the star I can't ignore
This is the tune of myself, this is my life score

How you feeling? I'm sorry
Didn't need it? I'm sorry
Didn't want it? I'm sorry
Ain't legit? I'm sorry

I don't know if sorry is the answer for these problems
All I know is myself, and these songs, and I got em

I take my time, my time is being taken
By an ever ageing life, the clocks a surely ticking
On this pain deep inside, the mind is just a vessel
But I've got a few holes in the bottom of mine

It's the beginning, no no
This ain't a last inning
It's the first time in a while
My heart feels it's winning
A beginning, oh no
Who am I kidding
No one ever thought I'd be out here
Getting some tracks spinning

It's the beginning not the ending
I'm not re sending
All the thoughts inside my head
That just kept on pressing
It's depressing
All these things that just
Stay in my mind
Well I'm saying not today
Cause today is not your time

Do you know how long you've been chasing your dreams for?
I've been going 5 months and now forever more
It's a battle in the end, yeah it's all a game
Player 1 is ready here, and he is not the same

How you feeling? Get up
Didn't need it? Get up
Didn't want it? Get up
Ain't legit? Get up

I am sick of feeling like I have crutches on my brain
Cause in my brain is my name, am I even okay?

I take my time, my time is being taken
By an ever ageing life, the clocks a surely ticking
On this pain deep inside, the mind is just a vessel
But I've got a few holes in the bottom of mine

It's the beginning, no no
This ain't a last inning
It's the first time in a while
My heart feels it's winning
A beginning, oh no
Who am I kidding
No one ever thought I'd be out here
Getting some tracks spinning

It's the beginning not the ending
I'm not re sending
All the thoughts inside my head
That just kept on pressing
It's depressing
All these things that just
Stay in my mind
Well I'm saying not today
Cause today is not your time

I am not okay, yes I am okay
I am not okay, yes I am okay
I am not okay, yes I am okay
I am not okay, yes I am okay
I'm feeling fine, I'm not feeling fine
I'm doing just fine, I'm not feeling fine
I'm doing just fine, and I'm not feeling fine
Well I'm doing just fine, and I'm not feeling fine

It's the beginning, no no
This ain't a last inning
It's the first time in a while
My heart feels it's winning
A beginning, oh no
Who am I kidding
No one ever thought I'd be out here
Getting some tracks spinning

It's the beginning not the ending
I'm not re-sending
All the thoughts inside my head
That just kept on pressing
Its depressing
All these things that just
Stay in my mind
Well I'm saying not today
Cause today is not your time



Credits
Writer(s): Parker Robinson
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