Yourself, Or Others

You were so confusing when you started singing
To the songs we promised we would never love
But with speakers crackling from the music blasting
Our souls lifted to an elevated sense of euphoria
We could never stay this immortal

So off we go
I'll take my meds when I get home
Until that moment I will soar through wild unknown
First world depression
Will soon give way to first world aggression
And when that war breaks out you'll find me all alone
Distracted by this broken song

My song

And you were so beautiful when we began to roll
You were ethereal when your body was thrown
I had to tell all my friends, so I kept on running
Cause I couldn't keep the voice in my head waiting
You won't forgive me for my lapse in judgment

So off we go
I'll take my meds when I get home
Until that moment I will soar through wild unknown
First world depression
Will soon give way to first world aggression
And when that war breaks out you'll find me all alone
Distracted by your broken bones

Your bones

Alright - you're laying in a burning field
With glass in your face and a song in your head
I'm at the top of a parking garage staring at the ground
Wishing I was dead
Did a god create us this way - am I a captor of these feelings
Are we all one circumstance away from becoming that which haunts us
Damn it

You won't forgive me in my final moments

So off we go
I'll take my meds when I get home
Until that moment I will soar through wild unknown
First world aggression
Can't cover up this pain I'm feeling
And when that war breaks out you'll find me all alone
Distracted by a broken soul

My soul