Round and Round

Dear God please teach me how to forgive
I'm tired of feeling pain from the things that my daddy did
He cheated on my momma choosing hustle over us
And his death left no closure
So I'm struggling with trust
Jesus
I don't want to hate on this man
I'm fighting the best I can
To take up the righteous stance
I reached out to the family hoping that we're a family
Blood is thicker than water but I don't think they can handle me
Round and round the cycle must be broken
One day I'm feeling good the next day I'm receiving tokens
Messages and events reminding me of the past
My anger is getting worse
My eyes are about to burst
I'm tired of all the crying
I'm tired of dealing with liars
I'm tired of feeling lost
I'm so tired of being tired
Love will set me free if I put my flesh on the tree
Otherwise I will be stuck in this cycle going round and round

Who the Son sets free is free indeed
But that don't give me freedom to hold onto bitter seeds
That don't give me freedom to live like a malice weed
If you keep poking wounds then in time they'll bleed
So I opened up my heart to take in love
Starting conversations with the ones I thought would shove
We're talking about my daddy
I'm learning about his history
I'm sharing my life story so they can catch up on knowing me
God is good
God is amazing
Thanks to Jesus Christ we're no longer in slavery
So let go of the anger
The bitterness
And the malice
Your soul is getting real ugly
The coldness is making calluses
Half of this is knowing that you're forgiven
Cause he who forgives much can truly forgive many
So let me wrap this up children of Israel
Your 11 days in the desert don't have to be 40 years round and round



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Writer(s): Le'serone Smith
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