wooden spoon

You trapped me with words that meant nothing to you
I love you was bullshit, you felt nothing new, but
I found a way, I found a way, I found a way out
I found a way, I found a way, I found a way

I thought you could change but that just goes to show
When happiness hurts, well, it's all got to go, but
I found a way, I found a way, I found a way out
I found a way, I found a way, I found a way out now

Yeah, this is for the last time you talked to me
When you threw that wooden spoon in your hand at me
It's been six months since you looked me in the eyes
Not a day goes by without me thinking of you, I miss you
And I know it's wrong but I get sick when I see you with other guys

I don't know what I was thinking leaving you
You're the one thing that I truly needed, you

But what did you expect from me?
After all the times that I believed
That we were going to end
Yeah, it's harder to pretend when you're not pretending anymore

This is for the friends that I lost too soon
The one that I loved and that fucking spoon
I'm sorry, I let you all down
Yeah, you'll smoke pot, you won't smoke weed
I guess that's what makes you different from me
Yeah, you love me, yet you won't touch me

And you won't even realize what you've done
Yeah, all I'm left with is this smoking gun

But what did you expect from me?
After all the times that I believed
That we were going to end
Yeah, it's harder to pretend when you're not pretending anymore

And what did I expect from you?
When you tell me what you thought I thought was the truth
What am I doing?
What am I doing?

I never thought that I would end up here
I never thought that I would end up here
I never thought that I would end up here
I never, how did we end up here?

What did you expect from me?
After all the times that I, I believed
That we were going to end
Yeah, it's harder to pretend when you're not pretending anymore

And how come I could never see
That you never truly loved me?
Ay-yeah, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Yeah, I'm not sorry