Denial 2.0

I get your definition
It's from the life you lived in
That fake luxury living
You wore that jewelry even
If it meant his heart ain't give it
You talk they never listened
You hurt they never heard
They kicked you to the curb

Your lens be blurry vision
You thought you saw it clear
They said you curvy fixture
They gave you curvy mirrors
You said you never cared
You typed in hella words
You tweeted fleeting feelings
Those tweets were fleeing birds

You watch them flutter off
More issues where you left them
Met new dudes where you left them
More tissues where you left them
Broken you where you left her
You said never again
A sucker for affection
But you're still blaming men

You flip through faded pictures
Eyes drip on faded wishes
Heartbeat off pace it's beaten
You took the pain the deepest
You hate that thing about you
When they like, you love them harder
You switched that thing around now
When they leave, you love YOU harder

Now you stay in drip you're queening
Vacation to Dubai
You slay at work in meetings
You lock their ears and eyes
Stay busy securing your bag
You think you empty your baggage
2.0 bag lady
That coin ain't doin that magic

Your doubt in your worth don got you
Up in the church and singing peace or
Speak it into existence confidence
Feminist movements, eating vegan
You need the likes and mentions
You're proud you're curving DMs
You made your surface perfect
But can't face what lies beneath it

I see those deeper waters
Your eyes be telling all
Your pride be river dams
But I saw that water fall
I'll just hold out my arms
I'll carry your emotion
Don't leave your heart at bay love
I'll love your stormy oceans

There's no more sinking ships there
And no more resting islands
And when you feel tsunami
I'll give you my Poseidon
You joined the winning women
Your independence thickened
You killed oppressive thinking
But you still need love for living