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I want to be fly, I wanna be cool
Too many wannabes where I go to school
Too many I want these, I need that boys
I'm sorry y'all I don't have a whirlpool

I'm glad that I have a family and some friends
I just hope that this hot summer never ends
I just hope that after vacation we still friends
I hope someday I'm gonna drive a black benz

Hurt a lot of people, but I also made them smile
Hurt a lot to let go the last time
Hurt a lot to go through these bad times
But in every rain there is sunshine

Do you still gonna care about our tie
Do you still gonna think about if I'm alive
Do you still gonna be my friend if i lie
Do you forgive me if I put away my pride

What do you except from life, is it a fast ride
A big house or do you need a pay rise
Looking alive, but dead inside
Got no pride anymore it's just sliding through the fast line

The fast line to the end, to the salvation
Need to call god to make a reservation
Nothing matters anymore, so I wonder
Do I live to die or do I die to live

You against my family, I blow your candles out
I don't need no clout dunno what you talk about
I was a victim of the circumances of my life
My parents divorced when I was around five

What's worse than not knowing your father, knowing
That he left cuz he doesn't care about his child
Being to confused to actually understand who I am
I needed 18 years to finally appreciate life

Now I'm I feeling alive, never been a spoiled brat, a rich kid
I am like I am cuz I did things
Momma had several jobs
The money is going in and out

Credit card just got rejected
Living from paycheck to paycheck
New president elected
Still nothing changed like excepted

I don't need your sympathy or your pity
That's just how it is living in the big city

What do you except from life, is it a fast ride
A big house or do you need a pay rise
Looking alive, but dead inside
Got no pride anymore it's just sliding through the fast line

The fast line to the end, to the salvation
Need to call god to make a reservation
Nothing matters anymore, so I wonder
Do I live to die or do I die to live

The pavement of stone dirty from the people
If everybody a killer then everybody equal
The line between life and death is very thin
That's why from time to time everybody gotta sin

Who is the rich one, the middleman with empty pockets
He has a beautiful family but nothing in the wallet
Or the rich one alone in his big house, no rich spouse, but with a big mouth

You see, opinions they can differ
But you need one even if the truth is bitter

I used to had a storming mind
I need some time to clear my mind but all I lived was a lie

I used to be suffocated by my own thoughts
Until I realised that I'm my own boss

The king over my mind, I could have done everything
But I used to stop myself, from growing