Diving in My Head

All my people from around the world, boyz in the hood
I hope ya'll doing good, I know you understood
The moment you grew up, having nothing
Living from paycheck to paycheck, surviving for a sec

I have an on and off relationship with my depression
I cannot deal with this fucking imperfection

Where is my place in this world, what role do I play in this world
I'm diving in my head, diving in my mind, all I see is bags
Where is my dad, is he dead, can I have a jet, can a boy like me be bad

Mama asking questions, are you good, I am good
Am I doing good, I don't know if I should, I don't know if I do
Can you tell me are we cool, do I want to be with you
Are you a good company, I'm feeling so lonely, I need some company
I just want to be free, Yeah Nigga

Im diving in my head, diving in my mind
Looking for the answer, I'm trying to find
Some peace in my head, lying in my bed
I'm always feeling bad bad bad

Im diving in my head, diving in my mind
Looking for the answer, I'm trying to find
Some peace in my head, lying in my bed
I'm always feeling mad mad mad

Never sleeping, never sleeping
Always tired, like a tire
Daydreaming of better times
Times without people telling motherfucking lies

I'm overthinking, overthinking
Trapped in my mind, my mind is ringing
I can not see into the future
But I can tell you my life is gonna make a u-turn

Put a nail on the coffin, to end all the suffer
I cannot make this shit no longer, I have to struggle
I'm making money to make mama rich
No to spend it on your clothes bitch

Shit happened in the past, I was dumb and young
Now I'm wiser still looking for the answer
Looking for something to give life a meaning
This is my story and I'm the fucking writer

I'm aware of my wrongs and rights
They are the reason why I fight
Because they showed me
No matter what is coming you can beat everything in life

You can even beat your depression
You can even let off all that pressure
There are better options that suicide
Never forget we fighting side by side, nigga

Im diving in my head, diving in my mind
Looking for the answer, I'm trying to find
Some peace in my head, lying in my bed
I'm always feeling bad bad bad

Im diving in my head, diving in my mind
Looking for the answer, I'm trying to find
Some peace in my head, lying in my bed
I'm always feeling mad mad mad

Never sleeping, never sleeping
Always tired, like a tire
Daydreaming of better times
Times without people telling motherfucking lies

I'm overthinking, overthinking
Trapped in my mind, my mind is ringing
I can not see into the future
But I can tell you my life is gonna make a u-turn



Credits
Writer(s): Oliver Weber
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