Relapse

Took two hits and I'm back on it
And I must admit that I cannot quit
And I feel too lit but I cant with this
Boutta drop any minute if I stick with this
And I'm livid the way I'm living I can't with this
And yes every minute I be gone I be sipping
Tripping thinking wishing it be fucking different
I don't know If I'm gonna get it
God damn I've been on this mission

A long ass time I don't know If I'm ever gonna get it right
Just the thought alone has surely even kept me up at night
I try to fight it to get it right, but I don't think I will tonight
I got my plug I got my drugs and now I need to find the light
And I try to grow and I know what I know
And I know that this me isn't me
I know that isn't me, don't know if I see

Till I can't feel my face yeah that's where I'm trynna be
Pour me up some liquor and light me up some tree
All these psychedelics took a trip inside of me
So faded I can't tell if I live in reality
I don't wanna admit it, but it's getting hard to breath
So what if I pass yeah, I don't wanna laugh nah
I just hit the gas uhh, ain't trynna finish last nah
Running running running I'm just running from myself
Running from the world running from my place in hell
Go and put me under so I don't feel nothing else

Fuck this bitch cause I know I'll never quit
Drugs too strong and the beats too stick
Don't fit in your world cause my heads too thick
Don't think for a second I won't take your shit

Ups and downs won't fail me now
Came a long way from hand me downs
I can be the one for you and you can be the one for me
Yeah yeah

Long ass time I don't know If I'm ever gonna get it right
Just the thought alone has surely even kept me up at night
I try to fight it to get it right, but I don't think I will tonight
I got my plug I got my drugs and now I need to find the light



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Writer(s): Shaan Hurley
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