Stoic Suicide

I dreamt billion of things I could say to get you back
But they didn't sound right at the sunrise
The moments we lived are all here by my side but I won't I won't I
I will never ask why it didn't work for you and I
The living proof dreamers are having rough times
Don't cry

I'm going for a stoic suicide
It's time for a stoic suicide
It's kind of a stoic suicide
I'm going for a stoic suicide

And there is nothing we can do, nothing we can say
To clean our bodies which are sooty with the dust of everyday
I can play, I can shout my name loud trying to make it fine in my mind
In the meanwhile I'll let the vibrations bring down
These five thick walls I'm inside but
You don't cry for me

I'm going for a stoic suicide
It's time for a stoic suicide
It's kind of a stoic suicide
I'm going for a stoic suicide

And I'm standing on the cliff over a road
You will push me or you will leave me alone
I've made my choice now I'm waiting for yours
But I'm feeling it could be you
Tomorrow

For today I'll keep on blaming the voices around me
While this moody paranoical life keeps on charging me
No Martini no weed joint of any size will make me feel like I'm alive
These are crazy days for us I will be eating some dust but
Don't cry for me

I'm going for a stoic suicide
It's time for a stoic suicide
It's kind of a stoic suicide
I'm going for a stoic suicide

And I'm standing on the cliff over a road
You will push me or you will leave me alone
I've made my choice now I'm waiting for yours
But I'm feeling it could be you

And I'm standing on the cliff over a road
You will push me or you will leave me alone
I've made my choice now I'm waiting for yours
But I'm feeling it could be you
Tomorrow