Tired

I'm so tired of y'all, I'm so tired of y'all
I wish the worst upon all, I hope you all fail or fall
I'm so tired of y'all, I'm so tired of y'all
Why does everyone so badly want me to fail or fall?

Man I hate the world, and I hate everyone in it
The game of life is a challenge but I don't want to finish
I'm tired of thinking the only solution is in a clinic
Cause I know I'm not sick, it's just the whole world that's twisted
I try to disregard the haters, none of them are in my favor
I always tell them be careful, because karma's coming later
They don't pay me no mind, don't recognize me on my grind
This Earth I live on's a prison, I wanna leave I feel confined
I'm tired of people asking me what's the matter
Why don't you listen to my songs, then come talk to me after
I'm sorry Holden, don't be sad just be a little gladder
Great idea, Dr. Phil, I'm already feeling better
Where do I begin, no one supports me as a rapper
The people that do are fake, but they're really bad actors
They be like, "Oh your song is great, I played it for my family
Come to find out, y'all all sat there and laughed at me
What kind of people are y'all? Is that really who you are?
If I lose some because of this, I didn't really lose one at all
I'm so disgusted, I can't believe y'all so destructive
Of one pursuing a passion while you sit back and do nothing
Until I stop being the joke, I feel like I'm the biggest loner
I wonder what everyone would think, if my eyes rolled over
My uncle committed suicide, I didn't really ever know him
But these days, it's weird because we've never been closer

I'm so tired of y'all, I'm so tired of y'all
I wish the worst upon all, I hope you all fail or fall
I'm so tired of y'all, I'm so tired of y'all
Why does everyone so badly want me to fail or fall?

I'm so tired of not ever being given a fair chance
They all like the funny guy, but they don't like the real me man
And why don't girls want the nice guy, it's not in y'all plans?
It's like girls just want the guys that just want what's in their pants
I see your Twitters, you want all the nice romantic gestures
But I can't believe the jerk on your snap provides you pleasure
Don't settle for boys, get you a real man instead
I'm tired of seeing the hobos and cheats get the princess
I sit in the shower every night thinking I could drown
Anything would be better than this, I'd even go straight down
My heart scratched, cut, destroyed by the demons that surround
Wait, I'm confused are we talking about Earth or hell now?
I'm so tired of being without the love of my life
I think about her everyday until I scream and I cry
I've begged her to take me back way too many times
I've lost my pride, I wish I could just get it through my mind
That she's not coming back, why do I keep living in denial
It's over, she's gone, and so is my smile
I'm so tired of picturing something that's never real tho
I'm so tired of being tired, someone get me a pillow
I'm tired of people taking the nice guy for granted
I do favors for no thank you's, man I really can't stand it
I'm tired of being there when others leave me abandoned
I'm tired of things not going the way I planned them
I'm so tired of the madness, I'm tired of feeling sadness
I'm tired of feeling like I belong high up in the stratus
I'm tired of people saying that they don't hear the passion
I'm tired of people critiquing, I don't remember asking

I'm so tired of y'all, I'm so tired of y'all
I wish the worst upon all, I hope you all fail or fall
I'm so tired of y'all, I'm so tired of y'all
Why does everyone so badly want me to fail or fall?

I"M SO TIREDOF THIS CRAP!