Giving Up for the Beginner

As the sun escapes my skin
An empty sadness comes creeping in
I can't be alone for the rest of the night
I can't sit here with myself I can't remember what the light is like

Safety razors will keep me away from you
Everything feels alright for a moment
Secretly I don't really give a fuck I found comfort in my broken friends

I threw my heart to the storm
I left my my life and I even tried to grow up for you
I left it up to the sea and the waves that carried you even further from me

Did you ever feel the same
Well I'm a fucking idiot I put my hope in nothing and it kills me to think I haven't grown
I'm afraid of myself and ending up alone

And it kills me to think that I haven't grown

Do you even know me well what do you think I would say to you now
I hope you think of the good times and drown them all out

You had a beautiful life and I had shit I hated you

I threw my heart to the storm
I left my my life and I even tried to grow up for you
I left it up to the sea and the waves that carried you even further from me

I found comfort in my broken friends



Credits
Writer(s): Nicholas Cates
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