I Used to Kill Stuff

Some believe that all will bleed I figured out
We're not the same you haven't suffered like me

I never thought that I would end up like this
I was the target of an overdose it's funny I missed
At first I laughed and I then I cried
I wasn't broken enough to decide
The second time I died you all went away self inflicted pulled the trigger with the slice of a blade
And for a summer I was gone I disappeared for a short time but not long enough
I woulda killed for a long time

I had all the info to save me
Forget I don't wana feel invisible
Instead my life has moved on without me
Im a charity case a selfish stupid mistake

Regret is like the word alone
Now I get the suicidal poems

On and off back and forth you and me are killin it
Loneliness clear as day looking for a way to end an accident
That's permanent to penalize the selfishness
I can't move on I'm not alright I won't jump

I had all the info to save me
Forget I don't wana feel invisible
Instead my life has moved on without me
Im a charity case a selfish stupid mistake and
I won't ever get used to
The thought of not fucking up my rotting arm
I can't see my self a perfect life in perfect health
I can't

Some believe that all with bleed I figured out I don't agree
And If you think that you're like me
That you're too deep that you're too clean

Cope and sink and cope and sink and cope and sink
Self inflicted pull the trigger self inflicted suffer
Suffer
Suffer