Is Letting Go Giving Up?

Letting go cause it's no fun
Sting a bit but it's all done
Tonight I'm gonna knock on heavens door on top the stairs
Giving up for a reason
Demons get inside my head
Somehow I'm gonna get them to get out from there

And I don't wanna hurt you but this is what I gotta do
And I just gotta prove that this is the right thing to do
But what I have to know...

Is letting go giving up
Cause I don't wanna be in this blue mood long
It may take some days or weeks but I'm not gonna be part of this grief
So someone tell me how I'm gonna get some sleep

Feeling sad lost energy
My brain remembers bad dreams
Too bad it's gonna stay there and keep me awake at night
Not a sign of my weakness. Sign me with the millions
Cause I don't feel no different from the other millions

And it just can't guilt trip me into doing things I hate
And it just can't affect me and push me into this black hole
But I have to know

Is letting go giving up
Cause I don't wanna be in this blue mood long
It may take some days or weeks but I'm not gonna part of this grief

Helpless me I'm falling down
My disorders give me a frown
In this black hole I might drown
I lost all my energy
Help me remember my dream
I give up on anything (Anything)

I need psychotherapy
Thirty-two percent of me
They're all part of these brain games
You withdraw from the crowd
My sadness turns majorly
So say goodbye cause this is the last time you'll see me
I'm letting go