Moment of Clarity

As im sittin here thinking on this park bench
Thinking how i went from superman to clark kent
One day u feeling invincible
The next day the devil leaving his prints on u
God losing his grips on u
The gates crack and that bright light start slipping thru
My niggas by my death bed hoping i pull thru
No plan B cuz our plan A was full proof
And i can hear the cries of my daughters mother
No matter how much we fight we still love each other
Cuz she held a nigga down from the jump
And my daughter need her father cant be raised by no chump
These are the thoughts running thru my brain
While the doc puttin tubes down my throat and needles in my vein
My momma saying he a fighter he gone make it
Lo wont even look cuz the pain he cant take it
U kno its real wen niggas saying they'll ride for u
And wen u on yo death bed they wanna switch sides wit u
That kinda loyalty is so rare
I rather shed blood for my niggas for i shed another tear
My fam aint visit me but i aint gone stress that
Sent a couple messages but i aint wanna text back
I made a promise that i wouldnt address that
So a brief statement is where that shit will be left at
Ok im in the icu for some allergies
But fuck it a tragedy is a tragedy
At any moment i coulda became a casualty
Even got some calls from a bitch i was fuckin casually
My EX mad at me and she dont think i kno it
Just Cuz she aint say it it dont mean it aint showing
She prolly wondering y his baby mother there
When he made the song cry i bet that she aint fuckin care
And im just being thankful at the moment
Giving sal that look like nigga please control it
I heard steve kiss me on my cheek
Wen i regained my consciousness that shit had me fucking weak
I cried both laffing and tears of pain
And made a promise ill never put em thru this again
Rick and reid came from brooklyn just to visit
And told me its about whose here for me not who isn't
Shit i learned a few lessons that i usually teach
Got reminded i should practice what i use to preach
I watched bodies get carted out that ICU
Im just thankful that i walked outta that hospital
I got another chance
Chance to better man
better father better friend
Best lover ive ever been
And i aint never been the one to point the finger
Get caught up in emotions and start talkin out of anger
I made sure my thoughts cleared heart was pure
I sat back and observed cuz i wanted to be sure
That every word that im speaking is sincere
It was hard for me to write this verse without shedding a tear
But i had to let ya kno wat was real to me
So i took this moment to give my moment of clarity
Had to let ya kno wat was real to me
So i took this moment to give my moment of clarity