Matthew 12:28

Got a lot of people breathing
Thats dead to me'
Got a lot of people scheming
To get rid of me
I've been followed by demons
Since 17
May they rest in peace

Know I had love for ya'
How many times you broke my trust for ya'
Made me chase you and I'd run for ya'
Been through the mud for ya'
Now I don't give a f for ya'

I'm spilling cups for ya'
Roll me up a blunt for ya'
Crush a bump for ya'
Know I keep a buzz for ya'
I'll run through every chick in this city
While I'm up for ya'
Take a knife straight through my heart
And spill my blood for ya'

Now my love done ran out
I don't f care now
Plottin' suicide in my parents house
Carry it out before they carry me out

B I hope you die alone!
Marathon to the top
I hope you witness every milestone

I don't know if there's a God
But nowadays I don't trust him
If he was real
Why the f would he let me suffer?
I've had enough of
This life
Got me on crutches
Tears down my face
Now I'm clutching
This pistol to my temple
Say a prayer before I bust it

I got nothing to say to you now
Nothing to say to you now
I got nothing to say to you now
Nothing to say to you now

Got a lot of people breathing
That's dead to me
Got a lot of people scheming
To get rid of me
I've been followed by demons
Since 17
May they rest in peace

F happened to my brother man?
It was just me, you, and my cousin man

We those
Three amigos
But you said peace though

You just go let them drugs kill you, huh
I miss the real you, huh
Look in your eyes
And I can't even tell if it's still you, huh

Now you be in and outta jail
Got your family going through hell
You broke your f dad's heart
When you put hands on that man

And he still ain't kick you out
And we still ain't figure out
Why the smartest kid I knew
Dropped out to get high and chill up in his house

I just can't get through it
Sorry if my influence
Affected your miss doing
But f all these excuses

Pick yourself up off the floor
And fight back
Get your f life back
It ain't gotta end like that

I ain't trying to rock no shirt
That say in memory
Wishing we could go back
Because all the times that we had
Those'll be the best memories

I got nothing to say to you now
Nothing to say to you now
I got nothing to say to you now
Nothing to say to you now

Got a lot of people breathing
That's dead to me
Got a lot of people scheming
To get rid of me
I've been followed by demons
Since 17
May they rest in peace

I'm just starring at the ceiling
I blame everyone but the man in the mirror

Keep losing love
Wonder who that'll be next
Here's a reality check

You just go let them dranks kill you, huh
Better pop a pill too, huh
Better do anything you can
To avoid just how you feel too, huh
Oh that's the real you, huh
Anything to conceal you, huh
Keep putting a bandaid over your pain
Thinking it's going to heal you, huh

You went and lost your mind
Lost your grind
Lost your shine
Lost and found
From coughing clouds
To calling out
For a coffin now
Go chalk him out
And toss him out
Can't stop they talking now
I'm walking out

Lord forgive me for the times
I was lost and confused
Scared to walk in the pews
I was taught to lose, yeah

Went through the flood
Without Noah's ark
Still don't know how to fill
This hole in my heart

I got nothing to say to you now
Nothing to say to you now
I got nothing to say to you now
Nothing to say to you now

Got a lot of people breathing
That's dead to me
Got a lot of people scheming
To get rid of me
I've been followed by demons
Since 17
May they rest in peace