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Feels like my mind is on it's own
My thoughts are evil and dark
I been riding all alone
I got no need for this heart

It ain't worked in a while now
Fake a smile now
Tell 'em everything's okay
And I'll be fine now

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I don't know how we feel
I just need a refill
I just need like three pills
I just need to be still
I just need to be here

And roll some
Papi post up
My emotions get lost in this potion

Take me away
Let me get my shine
Let me get my vibe

Only hit my line
When it hit 'bout nine
Only get this high
When you in my mind
Knowing it's my sign
Maybe it's my time

To check out
Don't feel blessed now
I spend my life stressed out

You told me it was over
You don't wanna hear from me
That's why I ain't ever sober
I don't wanna feel nothing

I'm chained down
Numb the pain now

Take anything for this shit
Said I'd never change
But I did

Lost my mind when I lost my girl
It's hard to survive in this lonely world

Sometimes I dream about you coming back
Being without you's something that
I never pictured
Forever miss you
Now I guess I'm stuck with that

Tatted a broken heart on my chest
Because I don't feel nothing else

Cover my ears when they try to hurt me
I don't hear nothing else

I miss my grandma
I thought i was gonna see her today

My twin brother
I thought I was gonna meet him today

I know what I need to say
I'm sorry to my Mama, sister, Dad I'm still being the same

It's hard to change
When you wired this way

It's hard to ride through rain
When your tires deflate

Its hard to hide from my pain
And rewire my brain

My thoughts is like bullets
Don't get hit with a stray

How you flip when you can't
Smile as if you okay

I been lost in the dark
Since I was just a lil' baby

I never asked for this
I didn't want this curse
But it's selfish of me
To make you walk this hearse

Gotta bullet with my name on it
You gotta change homie
How many people that you love
Do you wanna lose for that drank Brodie
Sit back and think homie
You gon' be gone you ain't gon' be the one thats paying for it

Life goes on
And you'll be forgotten
You ain't Kurt man
This ain't no nirvana

You may hurt man but think of your mother
What about Mackenzie
You're gonna make her bury her brother

Forgive me
For I know not what I do
Devil on my heels
And I know he's getting through

Demons got me chained down
I ain't been the same now
I gotta change now

Fork in the road
Choose wisely
Blessings is there
Like come and find me

Just keep surviving
Every dark cloud
Got its own silver lining
I know

You told me it was over
You don't wanna hear from me
That's why I ain't ever sober
I don't wanna feel nothing

I'm chained down
Numb the pain now

Take anything for this shit
Said I'd never change
But I did

Lost my mind when I lost my girl
It's hard to survive in this lonely world

Sometimes I dream about you coming back
Being without you's something that
I never pictured
Forever miss you
Now I guess I'm stuck with that



Credits
Writer(s): Josh Trevino
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