Forgive Me

Forgive us our trespasses
As we forgive those who trespass against us
And lead us not into temptation
But deliver us from evil
For thine is the kingdom
And the power
And the glory
Forever and ever
Amen

They say we determine our destiny
But life's got the best of me Lord
Take over I don't know what's best for me
Findin' out what's left for me
They want the rest of me
But the strength you invest in me
Learns from the lessons
We were perfect 'til
My past started testin' me
Now it's all over told her I love her
I pray she gets better see
I crumbled under pressure
So I write another letter
But I'll never send it
I know it won't make it any better
Keep the past in the past
Don't rattle the present I
Pray that you fill up her heart and she
Looks to you when it's hard
If she hates me that's fine
I hope that it helps
In the mean time I'll work on forgivin' myself

Forgive me
For all the pain I bring
I tried to be the one you wanted (Ohhhh)
Forgive me
For things I never did
I live this life forever haunted
Forgive me
I never meant to hurt you
Your happiness was all I ever thought of (noooo)
Forgive me
For all the pain I bring
I couldn't be the one you wanted

I never should've bottled it up
They said the key was to communicate
Now it's too late
Sittin' in a hotel room
Feelin' hurt
Cuz I know I hurt you and I'm the one to blame
Wonderin' how I could've fixed it
When the thoughts crept in and I missed it
With all of the doubt that took over
The weight on my shoulders
The times I stayed silent when I should've told her
But only memories remain
As I'm stuck in this moment of seeing her full of pain
As I'm letting her go if I coulda'
Just opened up and not lost the love
But I wasn't strong enough
To keep my heart above the water, drowning
Hardly pounding
But the emptiness surrounds me all the time
And now I
Just pray the Lord heals your heart and one day
You can move on without me

Forgive me
For all the pain I bring
I tried to be the one you wanted (Ohhhh)
Forgive me
For things I never did
I live this life forever haunted
Forgive me
I never meant to hurt you
Your happiness was all I ever thought of (noooo)
Forgive me
For all the pain I bring
I couldn't be the one you wanted

Not a day goes by I don't think about it
Was I wrong
Was I right
Losin' sleep about it
The days seem longer
Silent thoughts just to focus on tomorrow
I'll be honest I'm
Not sure if it was for you or for me
But honestly I know I wasn't happy
But I pushed cuz what looked good from the outside
Was just a figment of my imagination
Placed in reality
How can I fake it so well
And I couldn't tell
If I was in love anymore
And to tell you the truth
Nothing changed when I walked out the door
I'm sorry I hurt you
It's not what I wanted
I'm sorry for all of the damage I'm causin'
I'm sorry that I gave up
And couldn't save us
But if you're listening
I pray you've forgiven me

Forgive me
For all the pain I bring
I tried to be the one you wanted (I tried to be the one hey yeah)
Forgive me
For things I never did
I live this life forever haunted (forever baby)
Forgive me
I never meant to hurt you
Your happiness was all I ever thought of (all I ever thought of noooo)
Forgive me
For all the pain I bring
I couldn't be the one you wanted

Ooooo
Baby I couldn't be
Even though I tried to be
Go find you eternity
Somebody better than me



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Writer(s): Jurriaan Van Hoffen
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