Interlude (100 Reasons Why)

Today's just one of those days

You know those days where you hate the prospect of staying alive?

You don't understand that? Oh
That means you must be happy
I wonder what that's like
Umm, so basically sometimes I don't wanna live anymore
Now I know what you're thinking
We need to swat this dude, because he sounds suicidal

But tbh ngl, I don't wanna kill myself
I just don't wanna live anymore

So here are my 100 reasons why, I wanna die

I'm tired all the time
I'm only 23, but my back feels like it's 72
The other day, I went to the grocery store
And bought everything I need to make mini pizzas, but forgot the pepperoni slices
I bought a PS4 Pro last year. I had to sell it for rent money this year
I'm immensely curious about everything in the world and there's not enough time to do everything
I'm afraid that I might not live up to be the person I want to be
2017's Justice League
YouTube
My innate desire to continue to make videos on YouTube, even if I hate it sometimes
When you order a burger, specifically without mayonnaise
And all the put on the fucking burger - is mayonnaise
The primal need for sleep
The primal need for food
The primal need to take shits
Systematic Racism
When all of the self checkout lines are full, so you have to talk to an actual real life human being
Not having enough work to make the money needed to pay my rent
Rent
The entire year of 2018
Trying to order a meal on Postmates
When there are no drivers near your favorite restaurant
The fact that people still use XD in current year
Damn Daniel memes
Running out of hot sauce for my burritos
Going to a government official building
And realizing that they're closed for Confederate memorial day
The entire concept of the Weaboo
Facebook
That window of time when you're hungry
but you're waiting to go eat food with other people
Being hungry literally right now
Child prodigies
When I was in Chicago and a homeless man took my Mountain Dew
Having the potential to do anything, but worrying that I'll never be good enough
Constipation
Diarrhea
When someone pisses on the toilet seat and doesn't clean it up
When someone uses too much toilet paper
Literally everything that has to do with taking shits (Scream this)
Migraines
Being in a vehicle for more than 30 minutes
Star Wars Episode 8 The Last Jedi
When Porn Hub doesn't have the full video
Poverty
Fallout 76
The constant struggle with your faith
Because life is difficult and you're not sure how to ever make it easy
But you continue to persevere anyways
Coming up with 100 different reasons why you want to die
Being a failure, because you couldn't come up with all 100 reasons



Credits
Writer(s): James Snyder
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