The Rabbit Trail

Let me start this off
I'm nice but I ain't soft
If you don't shut the fuck up
I guarantee I'll bust your jaw
You think walking this road is easy
The stories I tell you don't believe me
And that I just wanna be greedy
Don't give a fuck how y'all see me in
I careless about your two cents
I've always been a nuisance
I've always been so ruthless
I'll show you how I do this
I just be thinking the truth
Then I bring it straight to the booth
Spit everything that I went through
Hope it can make a difference for you

I'll show you the Rabbit Trail
With everything made me tough as nails
With my life it's a living hell
With all events I still prevailed
I'm Superman, imma Soulja boy
With all bridges, I will destroy
With dull vision, trynna fill this void
With my past I will exploit

At 5 years old went to my grandmothers
Cause my parents couldn't take care of me
I have one sister and two brothers
And infinite number who can't stand me
Foster care switching families
With this path, there's no plan B
If I don't make it then fuck it
But you'll never see me kick the bucket

12 years old was adopted
And my momma couldn't stop it
I'll tell you what my pops did
Kept his hands in pockets
What kinda dad wouldn't help his son
Fuck my father till the day is done
So I stepped up and became my own dad
It was only me and my notepad
I was stuck in a mental prison
I ran away that was own decision
My own life I would be living
Could of gave up but I had precision
Had to get out of that nut house
And see what I'm about
Trynna reach my full potential
First lose my past cause that's essential

I walk this road all alone
No coat to wear when it gets cold
Some came and walked, but they all left
I swear I'm okay, I'm not depressed
I gone this far, I know I'll make it
Cause Imma Prophet and I'm Forsaken
Against the odds when I'm dream chasing
Longs I got me, I will make it

Zachary, what a tragedy
Everything that's happening
The will of fighting is lacking
When I was in Louisiana, you always had my back and
You made sure I was good
Wanted to get you out the hood
Just know I did the best that I could

I didn't mean to let you down
I'm not trynna have pity now
When I think about you it just gets me down
You had flaws but I'm really proud
We both had our family issues
When we want to cry we had no tissues
Want you to know I'm standing with you
Want you to know I really miss you
And that goes for you mom
You had the shoulders to lean on
I'm trynna carry that legacy
Trynna be the person you were meant to be
Talking about you really gets to me
I know it's you that's blessing me
I'm trynna live out my destiny
I know that you would love Melanie

I'm so sorry Luna
What had happened to ya
Just know if I go back
I'd sit with you while the moment last
And baby girl
I guarantee you, you'll see the world
You give me strength not to fail
Just got to get to end of this rabbit trail