Lies

I remember when mommy was supposed to pick me up
Waited a couple hours, but she never did come
She would say her ride never showed up
Comes to find that she lied and really was doing drugs

Now I'm sitting here like a fool
Thinking to myself, what to do
Looking in the mirror, must be you
I'm just talking nonsense, can't be true
Why don't she want me, my mind that it haunts me
All night that it taunts me, leaves me at aunties
Feeling distant, you don't know me
All the lies people told me

Your the telling the truth then why don't you show me
Your full of shit, your full of bologna
All I need is someone by my side
Then I wouldn't feel so lonely
Got it from my exes, one lives in Texas
I know it's depressing, but that's the message
Feeling so sad, never had a dad
Who always had my back

Your always telling me straight (Lies)
Why is everything that you say (Lies)
Every time it's always the same (Lies)
I can't take it, I feel like I can (Die)
Your always telling me straight (Lies)
Why is everything that you say (Lies)
Every time it's always the same (Lies)
I can't take it, I feel like I can (Die)

Yeah, man I'm sick of it
All your lies make me feel like I'm an idiot
You don't ever get my point I think you're missing it
Then you try and say you do but you're a hypocrite
Yeah, you're always full of lies
Every time I listen your truth has to be revised
You don't understand positions always stepping out of line
And every chance you get you take a swing inside my mind

And it's painful, driving me crazy
You say that you love but I know full well you hate me
You're sending me cute texts but I know that you are crazy
It took you months to make me weak but now your break me daily

You're always acting shady, taking chances everyone you get
To make yourself feel stronger while you're making me feel less
The lies you tell me always spark a fire up in my chest
I formulate these words then like a dragon spit my breath
Ugh

Your always telling me straight (Lies)
Why is everything that you say (Lies)
Every time it's always the same (Lies)
I can't take it, I feel like I can (Die)
Your always telling me straight (Lies)
Why is everything that you say (Lies)
Every time it's always the same (Lies)
I can't take it, I feel like I can (Die)

I chose my own path that I decided
Not to be so naive I try to fight it
Put my guard up so I don't fail
It's not easy traveling this Rabbit Trail