Transmutation
Stuck inside of my mind, left alone I'm desperate running around for solutions to control my insipid fate
Beginning to hone my attempts at escape this zone I have entered as I roam I am intrepid
Ideas you been throwing to some may feel like hail Mary but ingenuine thoughts is intercepted
Tragedies I reenact I'm running them run em back
The kicker is I'm not ignorant to the fact that when this game is over that a nigga isn't coming back
But all this repetition in my life just got me feeling like I'm running laps
Perhaps around these niggas even though raps astounding i find that perhaps
They're grounded in mishaps and solutions I seek
Until I correct my traumas I'm doomed to repeat
Treated different in school they presumed I'm a freak, a weirdo, my tier low
Writing on paper afraid to let the tears go
Ironically it is I on the tear though
Still feeling malice hanging
Motivation for success ultimately is validation
Shallow taste of it, in a crowded place know most would say nothing
I been in flux a for so long I figure why prolong this process so Imma say fuck it
Look at my life get an eyeful
I been living in a cycle
Reality a nigga only rival
Come back reload like a rifle
Fuck that, beast mode like a kaiju
Unpack three fold, we been lied to
Niggas wont it's you when they find you
Niggas wont knows you when they find you
Expectations too high for me to climb to
When life get mean my ends dont justify
To my average time spent on things or means to an end to dreams just being dream now mind
You
How people view me usually doesnt reflect reality
Disconnection between what's perceived to me is baffling
Knowing that I'll fall short
Outside expression is just all sport. Impressions that y'all court fancies with
In the end y'all distort truth all on a whim
Causing you to lose on a win
To cut a little deeper
Yall even scratch the surface the hurt you cant hide nigga even on a blend
Until I break the habits within
And grasp a little sanity despite all the madness I'm in
I'm grabbing all I can out this bitch
I can rest when my casket descend, still grow to you bastards chagrin
Look at my life get an eyeful
I've been living in a cycle
Reality a nigga only rival
Come back reload like a rifle
Fuck that beast mode like a kaiju
Come back three fold, we been lied to
Niggas won't know it's you when they find you
Niggas won't know it's you when they find you
Beginning to hone my attempts at escape this zone I have entered as I roam I am intrepid
Ideas you been throwing to some may feel like hail Mary but ingenuine thoughts is intercepted
Tragedies I reenact I'm running them run em back
The kicker is I'm not ignorant to the fact that when this game is over that a nigga isn't coming back
But all this repetition in my life just got me feeling like I'm running laps
Perhaps around these niggas even though raps astounding i find that perhaps
They're grounded in mishaps and solutions I seek
Until I correct my traumas I'm doomed to repeat
Treated different in school they presumed I'm a freak, a weirdo, my tier low
Writing on paper afraid to let the tears go
Ironically it is I on the tear though
Still feeling malice hanging
Motivation for success ultimately is validation
Shallow taste of it, in a crowded place know most would say nothing
I been in flux a for so long I figure why prolong this process so Imma say fuck it
Look at my life get an eyeful
I been living in a cycle
Reality a nigga only rival
Come back reload like a rifle
Fuck that, beast mode like a kaiju
Unpack three fold, we been lied to
Niggas wont it's you when they find you
Niggas wont knows you when they find you
Expectations too high for me to climb to
When life get mean my ends dont justify
To my average time spent on things or means to an end to dreams just being dream now mind
You
How people view me usually doesnt reflect reality
Disconnection between what's perceived to me is baffling
Knowing that I'll fall short
Outside expression is just all sport. Impressions that y'all court fancies with
In the end y'all distort truth all on a whim
Causing you to lose on a win
To cut a little deeper
Yall even scratch the surface the hurt you cant hide nigga even on a blend
Until I break the habits within
And grasp a little sanity despite all the madness I'm in
I'm grabbing all I can out this bitch
I can rest when my casket descend, still grow to you bastards chagrin
Look at my life get an eyeful
I've been living in a cycle
Reality a nigga only rival
Come back reload like a rifle
Fuck that beast mode like a kaiju
Come back three fold, we been lied to
Niggas won't know it's you when they find you
Niggas won't know it's you when they find you
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Writer(s): Eric Stevens
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