XXV

Assembling semblance of hope, I'm losing myself in the scope
Traveling to find an Avenue of a means I can cope
Still on a tight rope
In the clouds may I float
Forever

In the midst of devastating news
Just a part of life I'm not aggravated by its ruse
Or fuck niggas with inadequate views
I thought myself immune to fate what an arrogant fool
Self criticism and rebuilding the most apparent of tools at my disposal
Your proposal the most glaring, you choose keep up appearance
Even though you knew when people see through what you're presenting they would jeering
Booing, I know you're not what you sell
You still making proclamations using admiration to doctor yourself.
Fairy tails buried well into your identity, many frail egos and plenty scale themselves
Larger than all that came before, how can it be

Morphing evolving solving these mysteries learning to be the solvent in the solution
It's all in the chemistry
A sense of self is important in all of mimicry
I'm in awe of this energy
Rather not be involved in it at all if its gimmicky
I hope my next quarter century involving more listening
And those that quote Lexx and his monikers
Resolve for more than imagery to represent them when it comes to judgement of they character
My image in the mirror becomes clearer the more I stare at the reflection
I know I'll given more than what prepared for the question is how will I handle it
And can I allow the good in me to overpower the negative
I must acknowledge my evils and I cannot banish the
Brandish em, seal em in laminate
I hope never contract that cowardice
Thinking that being next to somebody signed
Will put you up high off the contact
Evidence of your inner battles in it, you relay on your note pad. Canibus.
Can I just move on
I'm insisting
Learning everything isn't worth my energy no matter how I'm tempted
Need to even things out, even when I'm booking shows, feel like a page is missing
Living inside of this scope is like non existence