Crossroads

Girl what's it gon be
Will you roll with me me to the end or are you leavin me?
We've been together for two years and now we part ways
If that's how it's gon be, all I can do is pray
Pray for better days
You see my faith as a stumbling block
I ain't covering up
That I'm quite extreme in my faith
But what makes you deem that it may
Stand in the way of our common future
Don't look to short term lucre
In self esteem and self love
Without the shelter and comfort of a great God
You can't make me chose between you and Christ
Because the truth in my eyes is He's the reason why you're alive
And why we even have breath in our lungs in the first place
I see you're hurt in the worst way
But don't say I rejected you cause I wanted both you
And the Lord in my life ever since our first date

We're at the crossroads
Where our paths part
Emotions got all cold
Feel like falling headlong on the asphalt
We're at the crossroads
Where our paths part
Tryin to leave the sorrows
But the memories are still vivid that's the sad part

You were bringing the news that you were feelin confused
Whether you wanna stay together, you got me singin the blues
Where do we go
You said your heart tells you yes but your head tells you no
The situation got me lamenting for
Several days and more
Still it feels unreal after weeks
I thought what we had was a real masterpiece
Now you wanna leave, fast to see
That it's hard to part ways after all the time we spent
Now I'm forced to write all this
We said things we wish we never said to each other
I thought we were a match for each other
Now it seems when we meet we're just passing each other
We're just passing each other
We're at the crossroads
Where our paths part
Emotions got all cold
Feel like falling headlong on the asphalt
We're at the crossroads
Where our paths part
Tryin to leave the sorrows
But the memories are still vivid that's the sad part

It got lonely lately
I started drinkin and smoking bones lately
I don't know if that makes me less holy, maybe
I'm just havin a hard time copin lately
Too much temptation for me to face in this situation
I'm hatin my own frustration
Friends help me forget the stress and the grief
But the word of God is really the best weapon for me
I just don't pick it up enough
Relationships of the past, I'm thinking of a lot
Smoked another cigarette – at least it wasn't pot
I know my good deeds can't get me into heaven
But I risked my future family for Him so now I pray God forgives me my transgressions
Like when I smoke or I drink in succession
Give me some time to meditate and think of my blessings

We're at the crossroads
Where our paths part
Emotions got all cold
Feel like falling headlong on the asphalt
We're at the crossroads
Where our paths part
Tryin to leave the sorrows
But the memories are still vivid that's the sad part

Yeah that's really my way of sayin goodbye I guess
I know this is not a perfect beat
But it's my way of getting my emotions out there in the open
I really wish you the best
All blessings in the world
Never forget your worth
In God's eyes
It's really kinda hard to just stop the song but
I guess there's gotta be an end somehow
There's gotta be an end at some point
So, yeah, I just really wish you the best
Keep your head up