Coffin Thoughts

Man I been tripping, there's no slowing down
I know where I belong, I just want out
This is the end of me, I'm my own enemy
I wanna leave this place, don't slow me down
I don't know why I'm here, I don't belong
I never had anything but these songs
Now they're just nothing, this feeling's so wrong
I don't feel nothing, my heart is all gone
Lost everything, put my heart in their hands
I should've kept what they won't understand
Who am I? I don't know, I want out, vamonos
Anxiety will kill me where I stand
All this uncertainty, I am not sure
What do I want? I don't know anymore
I want the pain to end, I can't endure
I don't have anything worth living for

On my way to
Hell, it's over now, now
I do not wanna wait
Or stay another day
On my way to
Hell, it's over now, now
I do not wanna wait
Or stay another day

I don't know what to do now, tell me what you see when you in the crowd
I see my momma, I see that she proud, I don't want her to see me when I'm down
Man that shit kill her, like it do me
But happy is all that I want her to be
I just don't want her to feel like a failure when I tell her "sometimes I just wanna leave", fuck
That's hard to say, even harder to hear
Can't take it back when she starting to tear
Wish I could say you have nothing to fear
But I'm on my own, I know that ain't near
Cause I never call, I never text, I don't stop by for a minute to check
If you alright or you just need a friend, I know you got problems right up to the neck
And you always say that you don't wanna bother cause every time that you call I'm in a session
I wish that was true, boy I been slacking and everyone thinks I'm progressing
Really I'm wasting my days in a cage, entertaining the darkest thoughts of my depression
I think it's become an obsession, I don't know who that is in that reflection
I'm so filled with rage, so filled with pain, I don't wanna feel this way
Stuck in this cage, turning this page, but everyday feels the same
And maybe I shouldn't complain and shed all my tears in the rain
I don't know what else to say, cause all I know's I'm on my way

On my way to
Hell, it's over now, now
I do not wanna wait
Or stay another day
On my way to
Hell, it's over now, now
I do not wanna wait
Or stay another day



Credits
Writer(s): Heidern Monje
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