Blame Me

This is an ode
To the one's that I've wronged
To you I've owed
This song and it's been too long

Blame Me
For you I wasn't great
You wouldn't know from the first date

Blame Me
I just needed a break
Just for my own sake

Blame Me
I was selfish and impulsive
I should've been decisive

Blame Me
I'm just not a good guy
So you should just say goodbye
I'm sorry

I know it's just not fair
I know I should be there
But when I'm supposed to think of you

My mind looks elsewhere
It's not that I don't care
I'm just distracted easily I swear

It's nothing personal
It's something wrong with me
My attention span is full
I act spontaneously

I hope she gets this letter
She deserves someone better
Yet I'm glad that I met her
I'll remember forever

I want you to know
You're absolutely beautiful
Your traits are plentiful
And you made me laugh so

You're ever so clever
You're up for whatever
You're open minded
And I was blinded

Don't feel like you're worthless
I want you to hurt less
Just move on to someone and you'll make them feel blessed

Someone who gives full attention
Someone stable not to mention
Emotionally and physically
Someone to relieve the tension

Someone who's of the culture
And isn't such a vulture
Doesn't eat up all your energy, but has a taste for adventure

You'll find this special someone
That'll make all this undone
You'll be way happier than with me in the long run

You don't have to forgive me
Just forget how I feel
Simply think positively
That won't involve Kamil

You'll always be my ex
Despite whatever's next
I don't want that to be considered a hex

You'll always be in my heart
We'll always be apart
I'll always care for you, in my life you played a big part

Blame Me
I left you feeling poor
Because I thought I needed more

Blame Me
I didn't know what I was looking for
It was a problem at my core

Blame Me
I gave up in the end
And it became a trend

Blame Me
I didn't let you ascend
Cause I wanted a friend
I'm sorry

Blame Me