Membrane

Insane in the membrane
Insane in the membrane
I'm feeling
Insane in the membrane
Insane in the membrane

Crazy how I feel alone in a crowd
But I like it cause it drowns out the sound
Of the voices in my head that's telling me
Suicide is the only thing that's best for me
I look at my mom she proud of me
Who I am, who I'm gonna be
She doesn't know I think it's my time to go
Keep it on the down low no one had to know
Fake smile can go a long way
Cover up everything don't wanna say
Wish you could see through me like cellophane
That my heart was torn up like paper mache
I glue up pieces day by day
Suffer in silence secretly
Humour's the way I dealt with pain
Class clown so I could remain

Sane yet insane don't wanna stay the same
I need a change big enough to save me
From this train of thought in my brain
Wanna refrain from feeling pain
Feeling insane in the membrane

Insane in the membrane
Insane in the membrane
I'm feeling
Insane in the membrane
Insane in the membrane

Want today to be better than yesterday
So I stick around for another day
Told myself if today is better than yesterday
I'll stick around for another day

Full time actress that was my profession
"Pretty Little Liar" this is my confession
My name is A! Have you heard of her?
Silent killer she a murderer
Soft heart she a nurturer
It's in her nature so she worked on her
Perfect storm, raging as it surge in her
Ribcage in caged all this hurt in her
Fist clenched grip tight on my scapular
My views on Christ become secular
Good girl but the world has been hard on her
And her self destructive psyche even harder
Meanwhile depression her permanent partner
Fake smile drawn on with permanent marker
Polish it up with a gloss of paint
Picture perfect for life's masquerade

Sane yet insane don't wanna stay the same
I need a change big enough to save me
From this train of thought in my brain
Wanna refrain from feeling pain
Feeling insane in the membrane

Insane in the membrane
Insane in the membrane
I'm feeling
Insane in the membrane
Insane in the membrane

Want today to be better than yesterday
So I stick around for another day
Told myself if today is better than yesterday
I'll stick around for another day



Credits
Writer(s): Adrienne Marie Lloren
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