Smile

I'd rather see you with another guy
Than have us run around and waste our time
'Cos I can't find the strength to smile, smile
While I tell myself how it used to drive me wild
I'd rather see you with another guy
Than have us run around and waste our time
I wanna see you with a smile, smile
Though it's not for me now but it used to drive me wild

So let me study the situation before I make my move
All of your treacherous acts feel kinda like Déjà vu
The things I do to maintain my cool, got me up late at night
I'm lookin like an idiotic insomniac counting up all your lies
I be walking away from the times when your love was, love was, love was mine asking
What did I ever do to you for you to do to me what you did to me baby
I keep on hoping you'd try, but you were just like
"Never mind I thought we were forever?
Nothing but forever? isn't all of this-" okay please
Real bliss, I know you don't feel it
'Cos you're a joke and you've been used too much like banana peel slips
Don't treat me like some Key and Peele skit
Life is a movie, a real trip
But your voice still reverberates inside my head and
Our memories circulate, I tried to dead 'em
Theres gotta be a better way to let you go but

I'd rather see you with another guy
Than have us run around and waste our time
'Cos I can't find the strength to smile, smile
While I tell myself how it used to drive me wild
I'd rather see you with another guy
Than have us run around and waste our time
I wanna see you with a smile, smile
Though it's not for me now but it used to drive me wild

Only 22, already fell in love twice
Already rolled a lost dice. Already got some snake eyes. How did you pitch me those lies
How did you lie to me while singing me lullabies? Guess I'm gullible like that
I fell blindly in your trap, now it's hard to see back
Back to a time when you called me baby. Now when I text, I hesitate and lately
I can't see past all the hurt you gave me, 'cos broken lies cut deep and maybe
I still want you back, I still want you on your back. But this is a trap
I know it's a fact. We don't mesh well. We don't have to act
I'm truly sorry for the things I did wrong. I didn't want the hurt to last this long
Any promises I broke or lies I hope with time you forgive my eyes
My soul still hurts, I miss your quirks. I'll buy that rolls, with purple doors
And apple pies to reach my strides. I'd rather see you with another guy
Lying, suffering, suffocating
We're debating, no time for restoration. We done with dating
Now we finna move on to the next love song. To the next loved one
Don't get me wrong, I'mma always love you but

I'd rather see you with another guy
Than have us run around and waste our time
'Cos I can't find the strength to smile, smile
While I tell myself how it used to drive me wild
I'd rather see you with another guy
Than have us run around and waste our time
I wanna see you with a smile, smile
Though it's not for me now but it used to drive me wild