.RR.Reprise

12pm on the 20th of december he woke up
Clothes soaked in snowmud
His troath clinging together over the pain
Every little move hurt
His mouth dry the belly empty
The battery of his phone died while he was writing his pain out
He looked up and saw part of the rope
That he was so confident would be the last thing hed feel
Now that last piece of confidence was gone
It felt like god was ridiculing him
The next few what had to be hours were filled with
Anger, depression, denial and pain
Before in the end he came to Terms with his failure
I cant even do this right
He somehow dragged himself out of the forrest and into the town
No one dared to ask if he was ok or if something was up
When he came home he was alone
He changed clothes, ate, drank, slept
Eventually he dared to start his phone again
When he saw for how long he was passed out he got dizzy and fell to his knees
Another look on his phone confirmed it
On a second look he noticed something even more unsettling
He didnt get a single call
He didnt get a single message
Wow he thought
No one cared