Improvement: The Song

I used to want to die so bad
I wanted a bullet in my head
I was sad
I was so fucking sad

I used to be so fucking mad
I wished that I was dead
I was angry
I was so fucking angry

I used to have an abusive friend
He didn't care about me then
He was dumb
And I really regret it

I used to sing all by myself
Share my songs with no one else
They were bad
But I'm still glad I sang them

I used to be so miserable
I dug myself a giant hole
But now
Now I'm getting better

But I know I will
Get through this
I'm improving every day
I'll be okay

I don't really wanna die
It's been way harder to cry
I'm not as sad
I'm not as mad

I made some new friends
Don't need the old one
They actually
Care about me

So fuck you theory
You using piece of shit
And fuck your
Animal abusing parent

I'm done being your bitch
You can neglect someone else
I'm out of my hole
I've found a home

I smile more and more
I smite the floor
And I reach
For the ceiling

I'll live my fucking dreams
I'll be part of the scene
I'll play
More than 2 shows

And I will be who I wanna be
I'll look in the mirror and I will see
A person that I love, a person I respect
A person that I can live with



Credits
Writer(s): Phoenix Thompson
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