Innocence

Was a misfit from the get go
Hold on, never let go
Retrospective I see that I was a little bit obsessive, I guess so
I press for the best but I never would address code
I don't follow suit, I'm an echo
Of bad habits amassing to panic,
This had to be said so
I can be at ease in a restaurant
In my bestform, getting my stress off
With a girl that is firm, yeah headstrong
In and out of bed like I slept wrong
But I cannot be investing, I let on
Feel bad but I gotta get my rest on
Not impressed by the best cuz I can't talk
I feel extra awkward, need less endorphin

And I bet the cause is me letting off the steam, extra cautious please, too much pressure and the bets are off indeed,
Best be gone I need, sex and drugs, I don't respect the order, go against the grain cuz I can't afford to be seen as a Misfit next to all them, stress is calling, I accepted it and got less involved in this mess I'm causing
Mess I'm causing

And it's right back to the intro
Ever since I have been cold
Last winter? I think so, 'cause in October I was an inch from a sicko
Like a bass I hit lows
Got back up, had to back up with the info
That I need to take it easy, believe me, indeed I have been broke
Monetary and mentally but I gotta get it together if I want to get better but the sin shows
Not a man in a trenchcoat
But a boy with a voice and a pen tho
I take what I can then I spend more' Money on the things I don't need,
'Cause I think that I need them
It don't matter the cost, I'm willing to offer, if it is covering my limits

I'm not bothered by the things that I don't cover like the loss of love, I'm raw and intricate,
Boss up in this bitch,
Fuck all the losses and anyone who crosses me on this path that I'm on ever since I've been
Tossed in the river like the beginning of IT part 2 by a bunch of sick individuals who never
Gave a shit about a misfit, this is the loss of innocence

Loss of innocence
Loss of innocence
Loss of innocence