2nd Medley

I can't forgive my uncle john for doing what he did
Because I never was angry there was never anything to forgive
Never tried to tell my mom again after she at first disbelieved
Never wanted to tell her in the first place and i was sorry as soon as i did
I took the weight all on myself
Because I didn't wanna pee in his mouth
And I screamed for mom and dad down the hall
Until I couldn't scream anymore
And I wondered why they couldn't hear
But they were too far away

Ran away for the woods of the carolinas
Banged my head against the goal that was greater than i was
naked in a song of self loathing morbidly honest
but never been true ever

I live my life my life in a song
Never needing to ask why till it was gone
Love is like that the only thing enough for the lover

It made up stories and puffed itself up
Yeah why not it was the best thing I ever knew of
Fear is like that a need to wanna hold something greater

It's not enough
But every dream is love
Mine was sealed off from you cuz it wanted to be above
This need for truth was self importance too
My stars and moon
Every dream is true

You have smaller fish to fry for now
You think you're above beauty
Above pride in your actions
You're not even above looking at yourself