Vanish

I've been stabbed in the Back so Many Times
At this point I'm just Damaged
Mama told me nothing comes Easy
And nothing in life is Handed
Ima stay Down
Till my time Comes
It's gon Happen
Like we Planned It
I've done seen too many turn they Back
Used to seeing people Vanish

I done see too many Vanish
At this Point
Its Expected
It Feels like my Whole Life
People Walked Out
I feel Neglected
I done finally got the Message
You made it Very Clear
My hearts been Broke in Half
But I'm so numb that I Can't Feel It

It feels like My Whole Life's
going up in Smoke
This pain has me Feeling
At an all time Low
Feels like I'm stuck in a Draft
I feel my heart going Cold
I put my all into You
And it's so hard to Let Go

It's so hard to Let Go
I feel my heart Going Cold
I seen too many who Fold
Feels like I'm losing my Soul

Used to Niggas Leaving me for Dead
All these bitches leaving me on Read
Damn that pain did something to my Head
Niggas really working for the Feds
Never kick it, I ain't got no Legs
Leave his brain scrambled like them Eggs
Get it on my Own
Yeah I'm never gonna Beg
My niggas Locked In
Just Like my Dreads
I be thinking about the tears I done Shed
I be thinking bout the years I done Wasted
Lawyer money I been fighting these Cases
Mama asked me when ima be Rich
Told her mama you just gotta be Patient
Truth be told I been losing my Patience
God will a Nigga Make It
Nigga Lord Knows
Nigga Lord Knows
I was Working at Five Below
Sleeping on my Partna Floor
I was Feeling so Low
That's why I stay High
Weed, Lean, Molly, Xans, Percocet
The shit I said I'd Never Try
Im Afraid my Brains Fried
Sometimes a nigga wants to Die
But then I think about what's Coming to Me
And I ask Nehemiah Why
I ain't ever gonna Quit
A young nigga tryna Live it Up
A nigga ever try and Rob Me
Ima die I ain't gonna give It Up
And that's On God

I've been stabbed in the back so Many Times
At this point I'm just Damaged
Mama told me nothing Comes Easy
And nothing in life is Handed
Ima Stay Down
Till my Time Comes
It's Gon Happen
Like we Planned It
I've done seen too many turn they Back
Used to seeing people Vanish

And Where was you at when I Needed You
Where was you at I was Starving
It was just me and Corn in the Apartments
That iron on me Tony Starking

And I done came out the Darkness
I stay with the clips like I'm Harkless
Why do people make love seem so Harmless
This pain got me feeling so Heartless
On God