Reflections

I don't know my purpose
I'm driftin thru the wind
Every thing I'm earning, man, I find my way to spend
Life keep gettin harder and I wonder when it ends
This Man up in my mirror has no longer been a friend

Barely going out I struggle with my confidence
No matter how these model ladies hitting my DM
Look up in my eyes and you might find no happiness
Cuz this Man up in my mirror I'm not recognizing him

Slippin thru the cracks I am weak
Strain in the blunt got me like Japanese
Man the bad bitch slide and she get up on her knees
I'm alive for the time til I'm done, then she leaves
Then I drive to the town where the fam used to eat
Reminiscent on the days when the kid was naive
Ignorance was bliss, I could live happily
But I grew and saw the world for all the shit it really be

Man it seems the more I grow, I see the world start to digress
It's fucking up my soul and the heart inside my chest
My people killing others and it's hard to go digest
I wanna save my brothers but I'm feeling powerless

I dont know my purpose 
But I'm driftin through the wind
Every thing I'm earning man I find my way to spend
Life keep getting harder and I wonder when it ends
This Man up in my mirror has no longer been my friend

Barely going out I struggle with my confidence
No matter how these model ladies hittin my DM
Look into my eyes and you will find no happines
Man up in my mirror im not recognizing him

Another hits the news and its the third time in a week
But it's normal now, keep scrolling block the words out from your feed
The voice inside my head provides me negativity
It's reflected by the message that I'm seein on tv

But I could fix it if I want
Runnin through a broad
Is an equal to the gauze,
A facade for my heart
Why the hard parts bigger?
In the end
I'ma die
After nonstop sinning
Might as well
Go retail and cop Hilfiger
Chasing bread ion stop til I got 6 figures
In the bank
Only thing the boy seems to think
Can ever make him happy and the problem is it ain't

Now I've gotten problems, these problems I can face
I'm tired of runnin laps I'm tryna find myself a base
I'm knowing that I'm gifted I won't let it go to waste, man
Fuck all of these demons, my salvation's what I chase

Driftin thru the wind
I find my way to spend
I wonder when it ends
Has no longer been my friend



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Writer(s): Z D
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