Dear Michael

What's up pops, it's been a minute
Last time that we talked you couldn't even get a sentace
Lil 6th grade Quarter
Saw a big disorder in my Momma from the poppa that could dip us so I just told my Mom keep the phone
I ain't really tryna talk
Cuz I see it in her eyes
Pain deeper than I thought
That's my bestfriend, bruh
I learned fam is all we got
They the ones that tie my shoes
Pick me up when I flop
I don't got shit to lose
As long they watch my clock
So what's up pop

Like what the fuck did you thought
That making momma cry gon' make me think you rock?
Curses burstin, I'm hurt, conversing and irking
All up with this fucking burden I don't even see in person
Every time I hear his voice that motherfucking shit worsens
I'm not the type to really put my fear within some curses
But every where I veer I see you peaking in the curtains
Not even you but just the loss of you
Blasting old school, turning up on the volume
To hear you say I'm proud of you
Hear you say I'm grounding
Watching Zac and sayin I could probably throw one down or two
Fucker I was robbed
I can't belive 30s all you got
Bitch you soft
Ain't a man for being on the block
Tell my momma that you love her, then go show her that its not,
Selfish mother fucker i hop that your roomie is a op

I bet that you sick
Seeing what you miss
Dipping for a bitch
Wish up on a star
But you won't get shit
Bitch I'm far beyond the scars that you left as a kid
I'm a grown man now, doing grown man shit
First thing on my list
Is confront the fucking piss
Poor father that I gotta fucking say is of my kin
Let me catch my fucking breath bro

I wanna say thanks for always leaving
And thanks for being weak
And thanks for letting momma fucking struggle every week
And thanks for giving me a solid chance to fuckin see
The definition first hand of a fuckin deadbeat
You a sucker can't believe that we share blood
Can't believe I'm shedding tears over what the fuck was never there
Like fuck you, should I care, cuz clearly bruh you don't
And you've made sure I'm aware
Shout out to Momma and Zac, you know I love you both
And even Kris too, you the one that kept us afloat
But man I'm drowning all alone, submerged beneath my ghosts
And the only thing that make it better when I take my tokes

Nah fuck that shit, I'll go be Z again
Regardless of the friends or the girl who always leaving, man
I'm goin worldwide, mawfuckers call me CNN
And fakes can disappear I hope they never seeing me again

I'm the man lets get it
I'm on my plan I'm gifted
If Michael's ever acquitted I'll fucking stab throat and let em leak the blood thats in it

No, I'm not dumb, I'm kidding
You took enough, the fuck I look like joining up in prison
I'll fly high and lifted
I'm getting high on living
Cuz happiness is a choice it's time I pick it
You on the fence, let me help you go and buy your ticket
I'm tired of in and out, I'm boutta get wild with bitches

Look at my smile, it glistens
I'm so wise so listen
You ever lean on anybody besides God, you tripping
My daddy showed me it don't matter how the blood is thicker
If they don't choose you you'll always be alone, forget it



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Writer(s): Z D
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