Losing Myself

I been up in the air
I'ma start it with that
I've been making it clear
I don't know where I'm at
I ain't had a clue what I been doing
I been moving from and to and feeling stupid cause I knew that I had
A better way to go but still I chose to be mad
And I made up with the demons that had broke me in half
They paint a pretty picture when they wanting you back
But it's just an imitation of the hope you can have
I have been wandering I know it
The desert it steady remains dry
I'm trying to follow 'til the road ends
But choosing a random one ain't wise
I dont want a mirage I want the only
The one that 'til now I just cant find
On again off again I'm broken
I want the truth coming to hate lies

Losing
I'm losing myself and I'm
Losing
Losing my sense of pride
Losing
I'm losing myself and I'm
Losing
Losing my sense of pride
Lose myself to find myself
Never would have thought but I'm
Losing
And now I'm starting to find

I been so consumed
With getting through to me
And the more I knew
The less I grew to be
The craziest truth
I come to truly see
Is the more I lose
Who I used to be
The more I move
Closer to the King
And the less I fool
Around with stupid things
The less I prove
Or try to prove I'm free
I want more of you, God
I'm through with me
I'm done playing games and I'm done running back
I cant take another day of the fronting and battering
Constantly facing me taking the mask and I'm
Throwing it 80 feet hoping it shatters in
A million little pieces I don't know who I am it's been
A long dang time but I'm going to take a stand
I been awaiting the day I can show my hand
Hard to be faking me when I dont know the man
Losing myself when I'm trying
To dig a bit deeper and understand
What it is I want I need
I feel I think
But I dont think of my fellow man
I been trynna find me
Trynna get to know who I am
But now I finally see
That I gotta get to know I Am

Losing
I'm losing myself and I'm
Losing
Losing my sense of pride
Losing
I'm losing myself and I'm
Losing
Losing my sense of pride
Lose myself to find myself
Never would have thought but I'm
Losing
And now I'm starting to find



Credits
Writer(s): Seth Himebaugh
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