Happy Face

See I don't write I will it
I stand behind this mic and I just kill it
Ya'll know I always write what I'm feeling
Had a punch but I'll pull it, so if I'm biting the bullet
I ain't trying to die a hero so I guess I'll live long enough to be the villain
More than art to me, try to give y'all parts of me
Paint the vividest picture but still ya'll somehow just find it hard to see
It's odd to me, it's probably the reason no record label could ever feel
Like they could market me
And So before you try to target me
Or go and throw your shots like this is archery
Maybe just cause ya'll ain't lived it ya'll don't see how on the mark it be
Cause once The Sun Is Gone ya'll don't realize how dark it be
Could really give a fuck bout how this comes Cross,
After that All Love Lost tour I watched my love lost
Can't even explain it, this shit can be so draining
Some people lose they minds and y'all find that entertaining

Sometimes you want to get away, you got nothing left to say
So you just hop up in the car and you drive
You still feel a little lost, still dealing with these thoughts and all this bullshit that's still on your mind
All the money, all the bills, all the problems gotta chill
You just hope that one day'll be fine
It's been a while but you just can't escape
So you hide behind a smile put on your happy face

I lost track how many times I put on this mask world
I watch my mind as it just drifts away with "That Girl"
I been in daze, and I know things can change
Every time the phone rings I still hope to see your name
But now it's back to different shows and different stages
All up on my own, just pouring out my soul in front of strangers
But still the goal never changes, and I got something to prove I can't lose this time I'm feeling dangerous
Sometimes I wish that I was careless
Or maybe didn't care so much bout things that couldn't care less
So why try? why you always give your all
They say to get back ups the only reason why we — fall
And damn I've grown so tired of these games
Hiding all this pain and always trying to explain
Don't know what took so long to remember
The only thing that makes it better, is just gone somewhere out In Denver

Sometimes you want to get away, you got nothing left to say
So you just hop up in the car and you drive
You still feel a little lost, still dealing with these thoughts and all this bullshit that's still on your mind
All the money, all the bills, all the problems gotta chill
You just hope that one day'll be fine
It's been a while but you just can't escape
So you hide behind a smile put on your happy face